What Makes Us Click? – Part 2
Behind the Scenes
It was the fifth of June. I was sitting on the floor with a bottle of wine in one hand. In the other one I held my phone with Messenger open. I felt drunk, I felt down, I felt enraged. How did I get here?
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May 24th
Princess Unipony: he sent me a friend request on facebook at 2:26 in the morning.
Baby Sloth: haha, so are you friends now?
Princess Unipony: yeah, I clicked yes.. 🙂
May 25th
Princess Unipony: I was chatting with Dick today, he was subtly flirty, but I was bored so I was answering back… I’m not gonna flirt back but it’s nice to get some attention (no matter how pathetic it may sound:))
May 26th
8:45
Princess Unipony: Dick keeps msging me (and I keep answering).
Baby Sloth: some potential there? 😉
Princess Unipony: I don’t think so. he seems to be the type of a person who thinks he’s the best and everyone goes crazy about him.
12:11
Princess Unipony: Keep going back and forth with Dick. I think I misjudged him a little… he is nice and doesn’t seem that self-centered at all.
Baby Sloth: I love how much you vacillate when it comes to guys 😀
sososo will you make some plans? or just enjoy the conversations?
Princess Unipony: let me google the word “vacillate” 😉
ahááá
yes! that’s me!
no, just enjoy the conversation. Nothing has changed :)) just that I thought he was a prick but apparently, I made a mistake.
shit, he just wrote me, “yea it was nice chatting to you too (all day) 😀 have a nice evening and try not to miss me too much 😉 haha :P”
That’s his goodbye msg? aaah I’m getting myself into a trouble. my stupidity though, I msged with him all day, of course he got the wrong idea..
Baby Sloth: haha, oh no 😀 but it is good advice, you know – try not to miss him too much 😀 hahaha
Princess Unipony: Yeah someone (you) should slap the sense out of me. cause I’m starting to like the guy, he’s smart, fun, unpretentious and easy. and sweet and attentive. was expecting he’d be the type who’d think he was better than me, that he would be one of those whose humor is based on mocking others and that any conversation with him would feel like a competition.. Maybe I will miss him a little 😛
Baby Sloth: oh man, you’ve got it bad 😀 😀
Princess Unipony: I’m smiling like an idiot, he’s funny :))
Baby Sloth: hahaha, you guys have seriously been talking all day! You like him … 🙂
Princess Unipony: I want him only as a friend but it’s hard while being single.. feels comforting to find someone who makes you laugh, who makes you feel nice :))
20:51
Princess Unipony: What if I did stg stupid like asked Dick if he wanted to come with me to the festival..
Baby Sloth: Haha, well, I honestly wouldn’t do anything tonight, if it were me. I would just see how I felt in the morning, after sleeping on it.
Princess Unipony: I’m writing Dick, would you approve? pls 😀
whatever, writing him!
Baby Sloth: Okay, do it 🙂
Sounds like you’re pretty excited about him, so why not? 🙂
Princess Unipony: I’m not too attracted to him.. I was not. I remember him being quite cute but obnoxious, that repelled me.. but that changed 😀
thank you, baby! thanks for the support.
Baby Sloth: of course; go get ’em! have fun, and fill me in on all the details afterwards 😀
Princess Unipony: got him on board with “hell yea”.
May 28th
Princess Unipony: Hey, yesterday was fucking crazy! He was really sorry he was late, like he wouldn’t shut up about how sorry he was :)) Anyway so we got in, had a nice chat, we walked around a bit and then I needed to use the bathroom. he was waiting for me outside holding our beers and when I got outside he’s standing there, chatting with McCartney! Fuck! They know each other. Dick said that McCartney went from one second being really happy to see him to being completely pissed, McCartney left immediately. Dick took it well, said we were soooo even for him being late.. :)) but he tried to cheer me up. We got out of there, got some drinks, he kissed me, I kissed him back.. you know, just to complicate and fuck things up a little.. I had a lot of fun with him, I like him.
May 29th
Princess Unipony: Oh my god, I had an amazing time with Dick. He’s so easy and positive 🙂 It was like you know.. like a real date 😀 I knew from our chats he’s not a breakfast person, but he put on some upbeat reggae music, made me tea and made us scrambled eggs with cheese, ham and veggies. Man, this guy just makes me feel the world is an awesome place. I feel so energized when I hang out with him. He offered to walk me to metro, but I told him I was good and when I left his apartment he was standing outside at his balcony yelling ČAU, smiling and waving. Ah.
Baby Sloth: Holy shit, marry that guy! 😀
Princess Unipony: Yeah I’ll be curious to see where this will lead but it’s very clear this wasn’t the last time we saw each other 🙂 this is so much fun! Finally, I don’t have to analyze anything and worry, just enjoy every moment while it lasts 🙂
May 30th
Princess Unipony: Dick is being a dick. why? he was so good.
Baby Sloth: no, what is he doing?
Princess Unipony: can I just copy the conversation? will be probably easier to explain. he wrote me that he would like to be with me at a lake cause it’s hot and I replied to him something in the sense it would be great. and then..
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Dick: ahah thats funny, in one hour im going with a friend to a lake 😛 she suggested motol so today I will be swimming in the lake naked and you will be stuck in work 😉
haha
have a nice day I must go and get ready
Princess Unipony: hahah you’re bad. on a scale of 1 to 10 how much did you enjoy telling me that? 11 is being polite? 😀 Have fun, you know at least someone has to, while some people are stuck at work :))
Dick: well I enjoyed it more than the situation in the festival 😉 yes well some of us are more clever than to work in jobs we hate for money for shit that we dont need 😉
so for people like that we get to enjoy the simple things like the sun and cold water 😀
Princess Unipony: Oh shit, that was quite heavy.
Dick: yea because I dont like when people feel smug
about being a lsave to the system and only half realising it
slave *
sorry I had a long night \;d hahah
😛
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Baby Sloth: holy shit, what the fuck? that went from teasingly flirty to fucking assholey really fast!
Princess Unipony: ugh. self-righteous idiot. hope he will get back to normal. I’m not curious about someone lecturing me how to live my life.
why did he had to turn into this narrow-minded judgmental asshole? I wanted to believe he’s easy.. but looks he’s a little particular and manipulative..
May 31st
Princess Unipony: I came to a bus station and saw Dick, so I went to say hi. He looked he was happy to see me. Later at the bar, he was very obviously flirting with one girl, he was sitting on her lap, being super loud, I’m not sure if that was a show for me or what :)) maybe I read too much into it but I feel a bit it was for me.. I guess I ended up being quite tipsy, it was getting late and Dick came to me to say bye.
Here’s a part which I don’t really remember how went down, I don’t know who said what. The next thing I know is that we are running to catch a tram to go to his place… where I spent the night. And that part of the night finally felt great and right. But man, at the bar was pretty rich, I have no idea what to think about it and now I don’t have time to really process it.
June 5th
9:40
Princess Unipony: Dick’s writing me. asking me if I thought about him in the past few days and that he thought about me a lot today..
Baby Sloth: haha oh wow. resist! 😀
Princess Unipony: should I? I thought we agreed that it’s ok to see him if it’s completely casual 😀
Baby Sloth: haha I forgot we landed there. then go for it 😀
Princess Unipony: :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
thanks!
He’s unbelievable, so he asked me to meet him today at 22 at some bar and when I answered that I will think about it, he got offended, said it was a mood killer when I have to think about it and that maybe some other time then 😀 What a child. Fine by me. If he was nice to me I might still consider it but he would have to stop being a child.. not sure if that’s happening and don’t really care.
Baby Sloth: Jesus, what is his problem? He’s pretty all over the place, hey?
18:40
Princess Unipony: So I guess I’m having some sex tonight after all..
He said he felt crazy tonight and wants me to dress sexy and try out something with me.
I might need to open a bottle of wine after all..
Oh shit I’m scared and turned on
Weird to have this monologue with you 😀
Ok, alcohol’s helping.
Where are you? :))
Only one hour before I have to take off for my adventure. Feeling pretty drunk and relaxed. Like whatever.. :))) I might die tonight but my life was fucking awesome 😀
Off I go, looking sober, wish me good luck.
22:32
Baby Sloth: Oh my god why did I miss this? Fill me in on all the details!
Princess Unipony: Didn’t happen, he flipped out when I mentioned he didn’t tip. Like completely flipped out. So going home now.
Doprdele, fucking psychopaths. Why did I even think this was a good idea?
Why did I get myself pulled into this Dick thing again? fucking asshole.
I feel like I dressed up and put makeup on for fucking asshole that is now trying to make me feel bad, he’s trying really hard to make me look like the biggest dick
Baby Sloth: He is the dick! Fuck him, let’s beat him up!
Princess Unipony: Can we please? Can we beat him up?
Baby Sloth: Yeah!
I want to hug you 🙁 he’s a douche and you deserve (and will find) better
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